devlin
Laus Deo
Hi Brothers,
I was raised in August and almost from the get go it was hinted that there were hopes from upper officers that I start the chairs. First I was asked to take the Sr. Stewards place in a EA rehearsal, then it was requested by the WM in late Sept. I replace the Jr. Steward for the month of October, now it's been extended through the end of the year. I agreed to do it knowing they were in a pinch.
I was recently approached by one who is hopeful of becoming our next WM that I officially fill the Jr. Steward's position next year. I am honored that the current WM as well as one who believes he will be the next, feels I am one who would do well going through the chairs but I had hoped after my raising to be on the sidelines for a time so I could take in everything, get a feel for what all goes on and a better understanding of how to integrate it all into my being. Then after a year start the chairs if it is the path that I feel is right for me.
I don't know where best to start with this.... Do I have a 1 on 1 with the current WM?, do I tell the prospective WM I appreciate the thought but rather not, or what? I don't mind filling in but I was not ready for this. It is all more than a little overwhelming.
There are things I would like to do for my lodge and Freemasonry in general but I do not know if going through the chairs is one of them. How can I decide. I don't want to commit either way then let my lodge down or myself because I found a masonic path that was better ment for me...
I don't know how much sense this made... Having ADHD sometimes my mind tends to..... oh I have a Great Pyrenees dog named Abby, I recently re-did our kitchen, did you see my tabby cat?, we're having pork chops for dinner,.... You get the picture.....
I was raised in August and almost from the get go it was hinted that there were hopes from upper officers that I start the chairs. First I was asked to take the Sr. Stewards place in a EA rehearsal, then it was requested by the WM in late Sept. I replace the Jr. Steward for the month of October, now it's been extended through the end of the year. I agreed to do it knowing they were in a pinch.
I was recently approached by one who is hopeful of becoming our next WM that I officially fill the Jr. Steward's position next year. I am honored that the current WM as well as one who believes he will be the next, feels I am one who would do well going through the chairs but I had hoped after my raising to be on the sidelines for a time so I could take in everything, get a feel for what all goes on and a better understanding of how to integrate it all into my being. Then after a year start the chairs if it is the path that I feel is right for me.
I don't know where best to start with this.... Do I have a 1 on 1 with the current WM?, do I tell the prospective WM I appreciate the thought but rather not, or what? I don't mind filling in but I was not ready for this. It is all more than a little overwhelming.
There are things I would like to do for my lodge and Freemasonry in general but I do not know if going through the chairs is one of them. How can I decide. I don't want to commit either way then let my lodge down or myself because I found a masonic path that was better ment for me...
I don't know how much sense this made... Having ADHD sometimes my mind tends to..... oh I have a Great Pyrenees dog named Abby, I recently re-did our kitchen, did you see my tabby cat?, we're having pork chops for dinner,.... You get the picture.....