Now I know you said you dont want to hear anyones belief's,.so this is more for any other reader's. I dont believe A man can be judged by any other man. I would never judge you or your belief's. The energy you speak of is real. I know this. I have a tatto on my arm of a ying yang. That is because I believe nothing in this world can exhist without its equal/opposite. Everything coinsides. up,down,girl,boy,light,dark,ETC. But my point is,.We live, we die,.we create,.so we must have been created,.see my point? well Thats all I have on the subject,.except that why cant we say that God made the "Big Bang"? I mean he had to create it somehow,.he didnt just put his arms together like "I dream of gene"lol. also to the skeptic's that say there's proof we come from monkey's,.well whats wrong with the idea that God started the process with a seed,.single cell,.then we grew from there,.so on the way we were monkey's,.so what.lol either way this is not an attack on your belief,.just something for EVERYONE to think about.